In starting this blog, I always said that I wanted it to be a true reflection of me. That being said I think its important to talk about the victories as much as the failures. Not only the times where I fail myself but those when I fail those I care about. Today I failed a friend of mine, not intentionally but I brought that person disapointment in me.( Some of you may be saying TMI well its not like I am explaining the who's and why's. I am having trouble sleeping and this is my therapy.) I too fall sometimes, I do stupid shit sometimes, I hurt people sometimes and it all hurts me. I am sorry for the hurt and disapointment I caused. I am hoping that this will come to pass. My intentions were to look out for self- real talks- and in the process I didn't realize I would be hurting you. Again I am sorry. I accept full responsibility no BUTS. This was writen as a reflection that all that glitters is not gold and being human I am not ashamed to admit when I fuck up.